I actually kept a secret tumblr which is not-so-secret now that I’m writing it here. I think I’m going there for good because WP themes suck and I need eye candy when I’m writing my thoughts.
But I’m still unsure about shifting there. Too many entries here that I can’t bear to leave 
K i’ll go have some sleep then I’ll decide. BYE.
I wanted to write about my weird habits (I actually wanted to compile it into a list) but I think with my memory, I’m so going to fail trying to remember my weird habits. Recently I realised I have this tendency of just closing all my windows (computer duh) in midst of browsing and turn off my computer. It’s not exactly a habit YET, but it’s sure is weird
By right I should be blogging about my CNY but sadly I can’t celebrate it this year because I’m still in da mourning period s0o0OoOo sadszxzxzxz but I don’t mind really, since I don’t really like relatives asking about my life. There isn’t any point in asking isn’t it? Seeing how we only meet a few times in a year, I don’t see why would you want to know where I’m studying at when you’ll end up guessing my age wrongly. (I’ve had relatives who ask this same question every year and end up asking if I’m still in sec one or two when I’m already sec 4)
BUT the best part of CNY is the reunion dinners. I will never be sick of my grandma’s cooking.. only such food have the special “Ah Ma” taste that you can never find elsewhere not even in 10* hotels okay hehehehe. And when the whole family just sits down and EAT (I mean literally eat and NOT talk) it just makes the whole CNY more enjoyable HAHAHA. I know I’m weird but whateverrrrrr. There’ll still be people talking la but you know in between conversations there’ll be these short moments whereby everyone stay silent while eating..
Ok I talk too much.
School starts tomorrow and fuck my first lesson is at 7.30AM. I have to kiss goodbye to my honeymoon JC life already And I have five days out of ten days (we follow a 2-week schedule) when the first lesson starts at 7.30!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. So not looking forward to that. And when the workload really piles up I think I will be coming online lesser and lesser. D:
Oh well that’s what I get for choosing this route but so far I’m not regretting it 
GOODNIGHT BYE. HAHA.
P.S: Can PEE PEE TAN please go update your blog when you see this? You complain that my blog is dead when you have dead fruit flies lying around on your blog!! See how decayed your blog is!! HAHA. Go blog already you lazy bumpkin!
P.P.S: OMG I just realised I got band tomorrow and I’m sooo nottt looking forward to it because I know I suck at tuba I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck. HEY LET’S CHANT IT TOGETHER! “I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck I suck” Ok I think it’s more than enough HAHAHA ok I really need to sleep BYE.
Uncertain. Nervous. Excited. Moody. Bloated. Unwilling. Odd. Uncomfortable. Lazy. Happy. Sleepy. Frustrated. Broke. Afraid. Crazy.
Not looking forward to tomorrow D:
Orientation was fucking awesome. Seriously, I swear I’ve never been this high in any orientations that I’ve taken part in. (okay except the band camp in sec 3 which was somewhat like an orientation for the little bandits) But even in the orientation I took part as SL I wasn’t as high as I am today lor!
I wanted to take my camera along but I end up forgetting about it every time. But I got a picture that could totally relate to what happened after all performances were over:
(t’was taken in PROM 09 but this is almost exactly how the hall looked like)
Everyone literally went nuts when the music started blasting with the dry ice smoke and crazy disco lights. We danced until we’re all drenched in sweat, seriously smelly TTM.
In all, orientation is really da bombz and it really got me wanting to be an OGL next year! It was such a pity Connor wasn’t the Best Tribe this orientation BUT WE STILL ROCKED OUR SOCKS OFF! I have to say Connors are really enthusiastic to the max can! All of us screamed like little wolves whenever our tribe was mentioned 
Ahhhh I love Connors! (L)(L) (especially Connor 6 :p)
(Omg seriously what’s up with my entries?! I keep typing in short sentences.)
Am going to try out for band tomrrow. Okay not try out but maybe sit in with them and get a taste of what it’s like to be in a JC band. Oh damn I’m so shagged right now
I know hell officially starts like, tomorrow.
GOODBYE.
Orientation for the past two days was awesome. It’s definitely better than MF. The games were fun and the OGLs are really humorous.
Met up with Sinhui for the first day of orientation and as expected, we’re placed in two different OGs. I was quite unprepared because the whole JC thing is just so sudden. However, after a few ice breaking games we started to mix around and got to know each other better and this was when the fun started.
Went to Sentosa today and hell it was fun. Though towards the end of the day I was feeling really terrible (sick actually) but it was still awesome with the really really high OGMs and OGLs. Really enjoyed myself today, and hopefully monday will be just as awesome.
I am super tired right now. NYJC is awesome but life there will not be as awesome as how I would love to imagine it to be. Just the the thought of studying and tests and results makes me feel so unexcited about school already.
Oh yeah I saw a few MFPS people there! But I doubt they recognise me, haha.
Ok bye I’m very tired.
P.S: I’m trying to rid my bad habit of cursing. It’s not very nice to curse so much in school now that I’m in a totally different environment :c
Not very surprising but for one moment I was quite afraid that I’ll be posted to MJC instead. (NOT THAT IT’S BAD IT’S MY DREAM SCHOOL BUT IT’S TOO FAR) Benedict, NYX, joey and pearlin are going there as well. AWESOME! Make that five people in 4J that’s in NY!
I know I should be asleep by now but I’m just so.. awake. And I slept just now. And I can’t remember what I said to my OGL because I was half asleep when he called. LOL. Okay I’ve got to go now, BYE.
To join band or not to join? That is the question.
I wasted today. Was supposed to go out with Aishah but I woke up with the eekiest, fuckiest feeling that all women in the world would understand. My turn for that time of the month has arrived. Just when I gained consciousness, the pain got me rolling on the bed groaning from the pain (OI DONT THINK DIRTY BUT I REALLY DON’T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS SCENE YAYAYA MY ENGLISH LOUSY)
And hence I spent my whole day sleeping and lying on the bed using the laptop. (but mostly sleeping hahaha) Anyways I saw this group on Facebook about this girl (can’t remember her name) Junko something I think. Reading it makes me wonder why guys don’t have periods. If I’m the creator of mankind I’ll make the guys go through NS AND have periods every month. Just imagine when the time of the month arrives and if they’re unlucky enough to be in army.. HOHOHO.
Anyways this girl got abducted by these four boys who gang raped her, inserted foreign objects into her body (isn’t it obvious where) and EVEN BURNED HER OMG WTF. And the boys were only teenagers at that time. Can you imagine how deranged these teens were? How fucking horny men are? The horror of it is not very surprising though, because in my impression I’ve always thought the men in the older times were more psychotic than the dumb (or rather, too busy with work to be sex-deprived all the time) guys we have now. I’m not saying these people don’t exist anymore; they still do.I’m probably saying this because I live in Singapore which is a pretty safe place to live in, so I won’t understand how it’s like in other countries.
Ok I’m getting off topic here.. but yeah. The experience this girl went through was so horrifying, and I know these things are still happening to innocent girls in this world. But what is the right punishment for these men? Jail term? Caning? Hell, even chopping off their penis won’t even be enough to compensate the girl’s suffering. There are people who say that these culprits should be put through what the girl went through, but others say that it’s the same as what those guys did to the girl. Personally I feel that no matter what punishment is given, such incidents will still take place.
Ugh I hate things like this because there’s just no way out! It’s like a labyrinth.
Sigh.
On a happier note, me, sylvie, tanying and pearlin baked a cake for syafiqah and gave her a surprise on her birthday on Wednesday. Hope you like the banana chocolate cake we baked for you! It was quite fun baking the cake, and it turned out really well despite it being our virgin experience ^_^
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School’s starting soon and I’m really dreading it. I know this time has got to come sooner or later, but I’m just so used to the carefree life after O’s that I’m really unwilling to let go of my holidays!! Then again, the anticipation of meeting new people, learning new things, and most definitely, wearing the college uniform makes starting school seem like a good thing To be honest, I actually doubted my ability back in primary school and lower secondary days, because I didn’t think I would be able to make it into a JC. Technically I’m not officially accepted into any college but I’m sure I’ll at least be able to go to at least one college I chose right?!
HOHOHO time really flies and it’s going to be 5 soon -_- And tell me how I’m going to survive the morning to night school life?!
Ok bye.
I know I’m not supposed to be awake at this hour. I know most singaporeans are going to wake up in approx. two and a half hours. I know I need to get some sleep because my eyelids are shutting down already. I know I should go clear my room and get it tidy up before school starts.
Before school starts. Oh my God someone please save me from all this craziness and PLEASE DON’T START SCHOOL NEXT WEEK OMG.
I haven’t truly enjoyed my holidays yet
Today I went back to band and I felt so fucking insignificant. It’s bad enough that I don’t know what’s going on in band (not that there’s any need for me to know but I’m just so used to knowing but that’s not the point) but now I must even seek permission to practice. Yala I know I broke the rules, so why can’t you fucking tell me straight in the face? Dude, no thanks for you making small reports behind my back. Ugh this is a stupid entry because it’s wasted on people like you -_-
Anyways I finally understood how foreign school feels to ex-seniors already. Actually it’s very irritating because you’ll have fucked up people who only know how to bitch about you behind your back and you don’t get to do anything. Yala once you’re out of school you’re of no significance to everything there. Great so I think I might as well don’t come back right?!
Ugh why must life be filled with people like these.
Sidetrack a little, I’M NO LONGER WORKING WOOHOOO THANKS TO TAN SHIYUN OMG SHE’S MY SAVIOUR AND FOR THAT I TREATED HER TO A HOT FUDGE SUNDAE. THANK GOD SHE DIDNT ASK FOR A MCFLURRY.
:):)
